On Halloween
Love, earlier I’d thought
the dead were playing tricks on us
when in my rush to reach you
I fell up our stairs,
bruised ogham-lines
all across my shins.
But in our bedroom I know
it’s us playing tricks on them –
open in me the eye
that shows me forgotten things:
indigo fog over Mountjoy Square,
the yellow of a night time train station,
the red airborne shape of a slap
I once felt a woman give me
seven leagues away.
I offer it back to you, dead millions,
in your sleeping rows –
the open lens,
the wash of it,
the seas’ Caesarean fold where riptides meet.
What does the cell know
as it swims in the Petri dish?
I know points of light, I know laughter.
My flesh and my closest flesh
are laughing at you still.
Jessica Traynor is a poet and poetry editor at Banshee. Her third collection, Pit Lullabies (Bloodaxe, 2022) was a Poetry Book Society Recommendation. Prizes include the 2023 Lawrence O’Shaughnessy Award and 2024 Tundish Award for services to the arts in Ireland. Poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Ploughshares, The Poetry Review, Poetry London, The Guardian, bath magg, Berlin Lit and others. A new collection, New Arcana, is forthcoming from Bloodaxe in 2025.